August 15, 2003

so much to say, so little desire to work it into something coherent and then type it out.

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah girls blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah drinking blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah leaving for california tomorrow blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah going to miss friends blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah didn't hook up with cute girl at bar blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah in my defense, I didn't even try til I was trashed blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah feel bad about writing things like I'd like to hook up with cute girl blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and that I'd really like to get laid at some point in the near future blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah but then I remember that girl I'm feeling bad about saying stuff like that because of is involved in serious relationship blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah so I don't feel so bad blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah did I mention girls and drinking? just checking blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah want to be in edinburgh blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah with that girl blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and to make out in parisian night clubs we have no business being in again blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA. yeah. see you on monday or something blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah I'll try to blog from denver and vegas if I get chances blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah love you kids blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

P.S. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah shots of jager and tequila still sitting in bottom of throat blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and hey, it was my going away night, how come Kurt made out with a girl and not me? bastards blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

P.P.S. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah want to fuck Cerys Matthews so badly, cause A) she's really hot, B)the way she makes endlessly into "end-uh-less-ly" and C) the way she sings the line "I'm a good girl" blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah probably alienating my female demographic here blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah but seriously. it's been a while. and if you take away the ill advised decisions (if you know, you know. if you don't, it's probably as bad as you think), it's been a really long time. not that the ill advised decisions somehow negate the sex, but I just want a nice normal girl. like sylvia plath blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah I heart you guys blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah I'm Audi 5K. see you on the left coast blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

P.P.P.S. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and it's not like I'm ugly. I mean, I'm a little chubby, but I've been working on that blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah maybe my standards are too high. but I mean, is not married, no kids really too high? blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah oh yeah, and must be able to talk about one of the following while drunk: A)Gabriel Garcia Marquez B)Hume's theory of meaning C)the crane shot from the stairs to Ingrid Bergman's hand, which is holding the wine cellar key in Notorious or D)The Clash and how important they were blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah seriously. even if it's just a drunk fuck blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and I have really killer eyes. like dead sexy. and guys always tell me I look like ewan mcgregor. I wish it was girls, but guys saying it is better than nothing blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and I can be really nice. and I think I'm decent in the sack blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah this is pathetic, I'm outta here blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

Posted by orion at August 15, 2003 09:12 AM | TrackBack