May 25, 2003


Steve is not feeling it today.

What do I want?
I want my best friend to figure her life out, I want her to be ok.
I want billy to move to colorado and be happy and graduate from college.
I want tommy to get a huge record contract and tour with radiohead and U2.
I want my parents to live long and happy lives and circumnavigate the globe together and finally die simltaneously, decades from now, peacefully in each others arms.
I want Mattypoo to make a movie, write a book, do something that he is proud of, because I know if Matt does anything near what he's capable of doing, it will blow the entire world away.
I want Andy to find a new girl and forget about the screwy one in Iowa.
I want katie hall to always be the fun happy smart cool katie that I had such a blast with, and to make my matt happy foreva and eva, and I want her to blog more often, and to write a book.
I want sourbob to come back.
I want Sarah B. to hang out with me more cause she's a fucking blast folks, and I want her to only have happy things to post and to not cry in showers.
I want greg and muls to sell their house for way more than it's worth so they can buy a beautiful house in colorado and lots of beers.
I want Tizza to make a great fucking CD and tour the world with tony, and I want heather to tag along with him, cause otherwise he'd probably drink too much.
I want the people I love to be happy. Everyone I know. Euphorically happy.

Miss K, I want you to be happy.
Miss K, there are things we're dancing around.
Miss K, methinks we should stop the dancing.
Miss K, I'll just lay it out.
Miss K, I think you are one of the most wonderful, fun, intelligent, interesting people in the whole wide world.
Miss K, I love you.
However, Miss K, Against all my wishes for exciting world traveling storybook romances, I must say, I'm glad you have a guy.
Miss K, I'm glad you have a sweet and loving guy who treats you nicely (and if he doesn't I'll take him down).
Miss K, would that you didn't have a guy. *sigh*
Miss K, I'm going to stop flirting with you.
Miss K, for once in my life, I think I will just resign myself to being your friend.
Miss K, I'd hate to break up a relationship.
Miss K, be with your good guy. What I want for you is to be happy, and to be my friend.
Miss K, I have no idea if this makes any sense, and no idea why I'm writing this now, but there you go.

To recap:
Steve loves you, and wants you to be happy, so Steve needs to stop fucking with that and to yeah, ramble on incessently in a semi-public forum.

If you have any questions, you know where to reach me.

your friend, who loves all the people on this list and more, cause it did start out as a semi-coherent post,


Posted by orion at May 25, 2003 04:28 PM | TrackBack