i'm bored.
waiting to find out about grad school is causing boredom (as i am reluctant to commit to anything until i hear) and tooth grinding.
my days are remarkably similar, delivering/unloading furniture, working for the catering company, drinking too much, seeing summer blockbusters.
something needs to happen.
stasis is so numbing.
occasionally i feel angsty, or like sunday night, just felt like i really needed a hug, but even those feelings quickly fade.
I exit through the spotlight glare, I stepped out into thin air