April 29, 2004

I am so proud of you.

I know it may not seem like it lately.
But I really am.
You constantly amaze me.
I love you, and I have loved you for a long time.
Believe that.

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April 24, 2004

to let it go, and so to fade away

there will be times when the person you thought understood you the most,
does not understand you at all.
there will be times when people will do things to you that you find unfair and horrible.
and what you have to decide, is can you, will you forgive them.
and then you have to figure out how, how to not push this down so it erupts on those nights you've had a few too many, or the days when you wake up on the wrong side of the bed, the days when you wonder why, the days when you think of all you're giving up.
you have to let it go.
and you have to figure out if you can.

you can sit around thinking about how you've been wronged, and be right, be just in your feelings, and move further along the trail to bitter man.

or you can struggle to get past it, and have blind faith that it won't happen again, and fight your urges to strike out and hurt as much as you have been hurt.

decisions, decisions.

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April 23, 2004

The man who opts for revenge should dig two graves.

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How to be Dead

Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened, and you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
'Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up
I won't stop
no way

Please keep your hands down and stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me some time
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
'Cause both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking them and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

-Snow Patrol

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And then let me tell you about my puppy's favorite toys.


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And now back to the usualy unaware zaniness that goes on around this mug.

Last few songs/albums purchased off iTMS/imported into iTunes:
Thompson Twins - In the Name of Love
Snow Patrol - Final Straw
Flamin' Groovies - Teenage Head
Black Eyed Peas - Hey Mama
Elbow - Asleep in the Back
Pedro the Lion - Winners never Quit

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April 22, 2004

April 19, 2004

Steve's review of Kill Bill, Vol. 2 (which could also really apply to Kill Bill, Vol. 1 as well):


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April 09, 2004

wow, huh. i think they should have a cage match.

Has anyone noticed that the new ben kweller sounds just like phantom planet?
Just wondering.

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Everything is ok.

Just got some happy/sad news.
All is fine.
Please return to your stations.

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April 08, 2004

I want to smoke a billion cigarettes, get cancer, and die.

So fuck off.

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I don't think you realize I already followed you here.

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April 07, 2004

You know, it seemed better when I was drinking beer and smoking while watching anime, but back here, with only my brain to keep me company:

I just don't understand how this can happen.
I don't understand how gbqeriobncvopasjdgnddfbbeabggbergbnerrgegbegbegb.

fuck it.
fuck fuck fuckcfufufckfufkcufkcufkcfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfucfkcufckfukfufkufckfcukfuckfkfuckf.

I'm not everyone else.
I don't care what they did, or that you gave up things for them, I'm not them.
And if you even think for a second that I am, then...

I don't know. Then I guess I am. Or at least I can't be any different.

I just have no idea what to do.

I just want that pillow fort. And my tiger.

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you know those times when you just want to build a pillow fort and have someone bring you tomato soup and a grilled cheese sandwich and just cry and hug your favorite stuffed tiger and hide from everybody inside the safety of your pillow walls?

Yeah, this would be one of those times.

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bar bathroom stall graffiti spotted tonight

written inside a heart

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April 04, 2004

I know how she feels

"All my fans tell me what a glamorous life I have, but I tell them how hard I work and how many nights I spend alone with my dogs, eating chicken pot pie in my bedroom."

-Shannen Doherty

My fans tell me the same thing.
And I don't even have any dogs...
Or pot pie.
Get my fucking agent on the damn phone!
I want some fucking pot pie in here right now!

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April 02, 2004

just a thought

but william hung is kind of the commercial wesley willis, ain't he?

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